I think.. I'm done with this thing. No more posts for me.




Adios.

I had a meeting/interview w/ my boss, Red Mango corps^?? & some business consultants today. I don't think I've ever been that nervous for an interview. I hope it's not as crazy as they make it sound, but basically I got an offer as Store Manager at the Valley Fair location. They're trying out some new stuff & want me to be part of the management/training crew. I have to be full-time, cause apparently 30 hours a week (average) isn't enough. But I believe it's going to be pretty flexible. won't be as laid back at my current store, but MORE PAY ? MORE HOURS ? hello !

I just happened to check Valley Fairs system online & I think I'm already in the system. holy crap. I haven't even said yes yet. o_o

We'll see what happens ! Meeting Tony the current supervisor on Monday & I got sexual harrassment training on Wednesday & a follow-up meeting. Then I think
I have a Saturday shift at Valleyfair, to 'test' it out.



holymthafckinsht, it's all happening hella fast.

Current Mood: overwhelmed

Finished up 3 weeks of school already. This quarter is pretty easy.. way too easy. I'm kind of slacking. fck. I dropped my intern units cause none of the jobs got back to me in time (CDM emailed me TODAY, wtf..) I have two exams coming up this week & a presentation on Monday. I haven't started that presentation either. FCCCCKK MEEE, fgvyzbkjfrgdb9upihblkn. I'm actually trying to start on it right now. But I felt like blogging for no apparent reason. I haven't updated in over a month, not even private entires. Never had much to say, & I still don't. :| haha.


Let's recap on a few things I guess.

I had a party on September 19th for my birthday. Drank up with my family & friends, haha. My momma is a fckin G & you all know it. I started drinking around 7, blacked out around 1130, (kept drinking) & passed out around 2 (i think). It was a pretty good way to end the summer. I'm not going to go into detail about what happened at the party, but long story short I had the attention span of a gold fish, a super potty mouth, super sensitive, & referred myself in the 3rd person. The house was pretty messy the next day, & we had enough left over liquor for another round or TWO. haha.

First week of school went by pretty quick. Went to Sea Cliff after classes the second day. Hung out w/ Joanne, Mike, Khoi, Adam & Ryan. Went to Sen Dai after the beach w/ Adam & Ryan. I was a little late to work, but it was worth it. :] My birthday was that Friday & it started off w/ a fire.. yyess a FIRE. My fridge caught on fire after my mom dropped a pot of flaming oil on the floor (it had burned herm causing her to drop it.) The ceiling and stuff got black as fck. Basically, I heard my mom scream, saw the smoke filling up the hallway, felt the heat & saw the fire as I ran down the stairs. Grabbed the kids & took them outside. & the rest was a blur, my mom eventually put the fire out. :| I was on my way out of the house already, so my mom just said it was okay.. since they were just gonna clean it all up.. WAY TO START THE DAYYYY. Swooped on Viann & Jennie. Hung out at Seacliff for a few hours. Had Taco Bell on the beach. haha. Had dinner at Sonoma Chicken Coop w/ the family for my birthday. Went to SJSU w/ Viann to play beerpong at Jon's apartment w/ Jake & Kimi. Dropped Viann off at her car. Ended up doing random stuff then going to Andrew's to hang out & watch a movie. Eventually headed home, but I got pulled over on the way. Cops thought I've been drinking. blah blah blah. Got let go. What an eventful birthday ! ... not really. The beach was fun though :]

Watched Paranormal Activity w/ Viann, Dandy, Leng, Lance, Miguel, & Andre on the 2nd. Shit was RIDICULOUS. O_O I'm complete chicken shit. omg. I even screamed a tiny bit towards the end. I definitely hella jumped. Slept at like 530AM that night. Even though I had class at 9. I was too scared & excited.



ANYWAY, so Saturday (3RD) was LOVEVOLUTION. I pretty much worked on my shirt right after class & it took me a few hours.. EVEN THOUGH ALL I DID WAS CUT IT UP AND SE A LITTLE. Met up w/ ViAnn, Jieun, & Chris. Finally headed out. Didn't get to stop by the hotel first, we went straight to venue. IT WAS SUPER FCKIN COLD & WINDY. Long story short, it was a pretty nice trip. I wandered around alot. Ran into Phil ! of all people. Didn't get to see some of the people I was hoping to chill with. We stayed pretty much the whole event, tile like 4. Crashed back at the hotel (which i wasn't prepared for cause no one told me that we were going to stay in the city). Next morning, little comedown ? I felt buzzed if anything. We went to IHOP for breakfast. Tasted like cardboard. Got hope mid-afternoonish. RESTED, didn't nap before work or anything, blahhhhh ! but what a good weekend :]

uh.. thanks, but no thanks.


It feels like I've been drinking a lot these past few weekends. Wait, scratch that.. I have been drinking every weekend. & I'm starting to get sick from the thought & smell of alcohol. Or maybe it was just this past weekend. Idk, but it's I fosure need to start cutting down until my birthday (yayyyy :]) or work out more. Or SOMETHING. Casey is not liking the bloated, heavy weight feeling. =x Pretty ridiculous if I do say so myself. haha.


SOO... It feels like everyone is pretty much back in school. I don't think I've been keeping up with any De Anza heads, & it's starting to feel like I'm one of the few left at DA. T_T booo. haha. Ups & downs. I've missed my SJSUusuals. I saw them practically every weekend during their spring semester, but when summer started they went back home, & rarely came up to SJ. But since SJSU is back in session, it also means they're back. :] Downside is that, they still drink like alcoholics. I mean wtheck, who drinks at 4pm in the afternoon ? haha. Maybe I won't hang out with them as much this quarter, but we'll see. My liver can only take so much from them !




Went on a hike today with Gabriella. We decided to take a longer trail & not turn back. Ended up hiking for 2 hours & 40 minutes. It was pretty chill. We didn't think much of it at the time, but we can hella feel it in our legs now. :|
After hiking, I went home, got ready, met up w/ Kim, John, Lee, Keith, & Miguel cause we were supposed to have lunch. Tried to eat at a thai place, but it was closed so we ended up at Red Lobster.

Sooo Lee left to go back to Canada today. :[ He originally wanted his ring back before he went away, but he asked me to hold on to it til he comes back in the Spring. So, if you didn't know.. I'm engaged to a Canadian. :] HAHA, as of Thursday. Wedding date still pending. (jokejoke)


Anyway, so I'm getting tired of Red Mango. If the SM doesn't leave soon, I'm considering finding something new to do. blah.

it's been a while & it's like seeing an old friend after a really long time.




i like love this feeling.

Current Mood: numb

when you let your heart win.




LAST NIGHT, was by far the best night out I've had in a while. Saw No Doubt in concert w/ Katie, Julie & a bunch of Julie's friends (Patty, Ronalyn, Judy, & Kristine), opened by The Sounds & Paramore. It was unbelievable. My first concert too. :] We drank up a bit before hand & had some beer & margaritas on the lawn. Took loads of pictures & made a bunch of video clips ! Spent more money than I should & hella just enjoyed myself. I hecka wanna go to another concert now ! haha.


Didn't get home til like 1 cause it took us FOREVER to get out of that ridiculous parking lot. Went home & just relaxed. My voice is HELLA raspy. haha. Screaming my lungs out & what not. Gwen was freakkin awesome :]

Current Location: home.
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: spiderwebs.mp3

Today, I woke up hella late again. :[

Didn't do much. Brought food for Katie, while she was at work.
Visited Wendee at QCup, while SHE was at work.
Went to work myself, on that usual 5 to 1030p shift.
Hella didn't wanna be home cause it's fckin summer btch >;[
Met up w/ Kim, Dandy, & Miguel at Vince's house.
Watched them play beery pong, while Kim, Migs, & I played buffalo.
Didn't get anywhere with that tho, haha.
Chilled for days before heading to Edgie's w/ Kim, Migs, Dandy, & Johnny.
Played a buzzin long game of cut throat.
Now I'm finally home & I can't fckin sleep.
Got work at 11a for once in a long time.


G'night :] my momma aint home this weekend, but I work all weekend, wtf ? ha

So the weekend came & went. Went to Gbaby-Palooza on Friday after work w/ Gabby & Joey. It was pretty crackkin'. But things got heated not too long after we got there, so we didn't stay long. Saw hella random heads there. Saturday morning, my dad made me go with him to Santa Cruz. Pretty much for a company picnic. Ate some nasty food & went on like one ride. Ended up going home w/ a fat ass headache, slept all the wayyyyy home. Sorry daddd. Stayed in bed for hours. Hung out w/ Christine & Dandy at Quickly then Edgies. I stopped by Kao's house on the way home. Chilled a bit with JMo, Raffy, Tiger, Ronnie, & others. Kao was supposedly gonna kick people out, but it didn't happen for a while. Ended up going home after a while. I don't even remember what I did the next day except work. Wendee messaged me about beerpong tourney. Got there after 12, didn't drink cause I was gonna donate blood the next day. -_- Played spoons though cause DJ agreed to drink for me. hahaha. Was hella crazy, i think i got videos somewhere. Ridiculous.


Work was hella bad last night. After donating blood I was exhausted & what not. Ended up having to do shipment by myself cause the damn store manager left it there for me. Was by myself for 2 hours & ended up feeling so horrible I went to sleep in my car for an hour cause we couldn't find someone else to come in to cover. Went to In-N-Out after work w/ Katie even though I told myself to go straight home, but I was hella hungry. Ran into hella people there tho. It was crrackkin'. My dumbass was talking way too loud like always, so I shared some stupid details with the whole place. haha. fml.

Just got home from watching Harry Potter w/ Kim, Miguel, & Dandy. It was dumbass hot in the theatre. Didn't know how to turn on air or something. We waited in line for like an hour & a half tho. & tried to play monopoly, hahaha. then waited hella days before they started playing it. Pretty good. I hella wanna reread it. I usually do before the movie comes out, no lie. but I don't know where all my books are :[ & I hella wanna read book 7 right now. haha.


my life is so fckin dull, wtf. ahhaha.

Current Mood: aggravated

YESTERDAY, JMo woke me up around 11 to go have breakfast. I'm not big on pancakes, but he took me to IHOP. It was hella crackin, had to wait days for a table. I got myself some waffles, not too bad I guess. Was gonna go SF w/ him & the guys, but decided not to, so I went home & chillled. Went out for a late lunch w/ Kim & Miguel at Pho Mai. I felt hella dumb cause I didn't realize that there was pho at home. Kim & Migs came over to chills a bit, we ended up eating more & watching Made of Honor. They left, i watched more TV then got ready. Went to Glaskat w/ Kim & Ethel. Saw Phil there in his loser t-shirt & gay belt. =X hahah, jk Phil ! It was pretty crowded. Ethel had left the club or something towards the end, so we had to go searching for her. Got home around 3. Almost dreaded the idea of hiking at 9 in the morning.


This morning, my momma hella woke me up cause I wrote a note. I didn't think I'd listen to my alarm. Hella layed in bed, but I realized I still needed to eat & find something to wear since all my clothes are missing or something. Got some mcdonalds, then some gas for the coche then picked Gabriella up. Headed straight for Alum Rock Park. We had to drive up the hill cause of parking. Then we somehow hiked down the trail to the entrance of the park. We ended up hikngi til about 11something, then went to Barcode, but decided to have lunch instead. Ended up at Pizza Cali. Got some breadsticks for Katie to go, & now I'm just chillin at home. Gotta get ready for work at some point, but party tonight ! First part of the summer tho. :]



get at it.

Current Mood: amused

Besides all the hours I've been putting into school & work, my days seem pretty chill & boring, if eventless at that. I used to tell myself that school & work would have me running to the point where I wouldn't care about nonsense like not going out. But I'm me, & I love to hang out & do random stuff. All work & school just makes me bitter. haha. Anyway,

So I've been hanging out with Jake, once a week or less for the past few weeks. I haven't seen that boy since his 20th birthday party, & here we are a year later. haha. Hanging out with him (& other new people) reminded me of how much of an influence he is (in a bad way !) I mean, it's all fun & games.. and I prettty much let most of it go, but dang. hahah. So I ended up crashing with him over the weekend, which isn't really new. It's kind of like my senior year all over again -_- Except I don't think I stay over as much as I think I actually do, haha.


My days consist of work & school. Honestly, I haven't really studied or done any homework. In between, I hang out with friends & eat. & even sleep ! But what's new with that ? I've been having a number of off days, but I'm beginning to think it's because I don't talk as much as I used to. You can find me just hanging out & not saying much. Even Jake has noticed that I'm quieter than usual. That & I just don't spend the time I want with friends doing other things than sitting around Sbux. Though nothing is really wrong with that, I need to change up the scenery a bit.




It's the 4th week of the quarter, just 8 more weeks to go (?) SJSU is finishing up next month, meaning summer starts for me a little early ;] Damn you kids going to SJSU, I just can't resist ! hahaha, jk. Beach trips, bbqs, parties, adventures, & chills ?! i'm down ! =)