it's what i do.

hmmm..

2009-11-05T08:01:43Z

I think.. I'm done with this thing. No more posts for me.

Adios.

What's going on ?

2009-10-17T01:32:44Z

I had a meeting/interview w/ my boss, Red Mango corps^?? & some business consultants today. I don't think I've ever been that nervous for an interview. I hope it's not as crazy as they make it sound, but basically I got an offer as Store Manager at the Valley Fair location. They're trying out some new stuff & want me to be part of the management/training crew. I have to be full-time, cause apparently 30 hours a week (average) isn't enough. But I believe it's going to be pretty flexible. won't be as laid back at my current store, but MORE PAY ? MORE HOURS ? hello !

I just happened to check Valley Fairs system online & I think I'm already in the system. holy crap. I haven't even said yes yet. o_o

We'll see what happens ! Meeting Tony the current supervisor on Monday & I got sexual harrassment training on Wednesday & a follow-up meeting. Then I think
I have a Saturday shift at Valleyfair, to 'test' it out.

holymthafckinsht, it's all happening hella fast.

RECAP ?

2009-10-11T10:34:32Z

Finished up 3 weeks of school already. This quarter is pretty easy.. way too easy. I'm kind of slacking. fck. I dropped my intern units cause none of the jobs got back to me in time (CDM emailed me TODAY, wtf..) I have two exams coming up this week & a presentation on Monday. I haven't started that presentation either. FCCCCKK MEEE, fgvyzbkjfrgdb9upihblkn. I'm actually trying to start on it right now. But I felt like blogging for no apparent reason. I haven't updated in over a month, not even private entires. Never had much to say, & I still don't. :| haha.

Let's recap on a few things I guess.

I had a party on September 19th for my birthday. Drank up with my family & friends, haha. My momma is a fckin G & you all know it. I started drinking around 7, blacked out around 1130, (kept drinking) & passed out around 2 (i think). It was a pretty good way to end the summer. I'm not going to go into detail about what happened at the party, but long story short I had the attention span of a gold fish, a super potty mouth, super sensitive, & referred myself in the 3rd person. The house was pretty messy the next day, & we had enough left over liquor for another round or TWO. haha.

First week of school went by pretty quick. Went to Sea Cliff after classes the second day. Hung out w/ Joanne, Mike, Khoi, Adam & Ryan. Went to Sen Dai after the beach w/ Adam & Ryan. I was a little late to work, but it was worth it. :] My birthday was that Friday & it started off w/ a fire.. yyess a FIRE. My fridge caught on fire after my mom dropped a pot of flaming oil on the floor (it had burned herm causing her to drop it.) The ceiling and stuff got black as fck. Basically, I heard my mom scream, saw the smoke filling up the hallway, felt the heat & saw the fire as I ran down the stairs. Grabbed the kids & took them outside. & the rest was a blur, my mom eventually put the fire out. :| I was on my way out of the house already, so my mom just said it was okay.. since they were just gonna clean it all up.. WAY TO START THE DAYYYY. Swooped on Viann & Jennie. Hung out at Seacliff for a few hours. Had Taco Bell on the beach. haha. Had dinner at Sonoma Chicken Coop w/ the family for my birthday. Went to SJSU w/ Viann to play beerpong at Jon's apartment w/ Jake & Kimi. Dropped Viann off at her car. Ended up doing random stuff then going to Andrew's to hang out & watch a movie. Eventually headed home, but I got pulled over on the way. Cops thought I've been drinking. blah blah blah. Got let go. What an eventful birthday ! ... not really. The beach was fun though :]

Watched Paranormal Activity w/ Viann, Dandy, Leng, Lance, Miguel, & Andre on the 2nd. Shit was RIDICULOUS. O_O I'm complete chicken shit. omg. I even screamed a tiny bit towards the end. I definitely hella jumped. Slept at like 530AM that night. Even though I had class at 9. I was too scared & excited.

ANYWAY, so Saturday (3RD) was LOVEVOLUTION. I pretty much worked on my shirt right after class & it took me a few hours.. EVEN THOUGH ALL I DID WAS CUT IT UP AND SE A LITTLE. Met up w/ ViAnn, Jieun, & Chris. Finally headed out. Didn't get to stop by the hotel first, we went straight to venue. IT WAS SUPER FCKIN COLD & WINDY. Long story short, it was a pretty nice trip. I wandered around alot. Ran into Phil ! of all people. Didn't get to see some of the people I was hoping to chill with. We stayed pretty much the whole event, tile like 4. Crashed back at the hotel (which i wasn't prepared for cause no one told me that we were going to stay in the city). Next morning, little comedown ? I felt buzzed if anything. We went to IHOP for breakfast. Tasted like cardboard. Got hope mid-afternoonish. RESTED, didn't nap before work or anything, blahhhhh ! but what a good weekend :]

hockey & beerpong every weekend ?

2009-09-01T03:06:46Z

uh.. thanks, but no thanks.

It feels like I've been drinking a lot these past few weekends. Wait, scratch that.. I have been drinking every weekend. & I'm starting to get sick from the thought & smell of alcohol. Or maybe it was just this past weekend. Idk, but it's I fosure need to start cutting down until my birthday (yayyyy :]) or work out more. Or SOMETHING. Casey is not liking the bloated, heavy weight feeling. =x Pretty ridiculous if I do say so myself. haha.

SOO... It feels like everyone is pretty much back in school. I don't think I've been keeping up with any De Anza heads, & it's starting to feel like I'm one of the few left at DA. T_T booo. haha. Ups & downs. I've missed my SJSUusuals. I saw them practically every weekend during their spring semester, but when summer started they went back home, & rarely came up to SJ. But since SJSU is back in session, it also means they're back. :] Downside is that, they still drink like alcoholics. I mean wtheck, who drinks at 4pm in the afternoon ? haha. Maybe I won't hang out with them as much this quarter, but we'll see. My liver can only take so much from them !

Went on a hike today with Gabriella. We decided to take a longer trail & not turn back. Ended up hiking for 2 hours & 40 minutes. It was pretty chill. We didn't think much of it at the time, but we can hella feel it in our legs now. :|
After hiking, I went home, got ready, met up w/ Kim, John, Lee, Keith, & Miguel cause we were supposed to have lunch. Tried to eat at a thai place, but it was closed so we ended up at Red Lobster.

Sooo Lee left to go back to Canada today. :[ He originally wanted his ring back before he went away, but he asked me to hold on to it til he comes back in the Spring. So, if you didn't know.. I'm engaged to a Canadian. :] HAHA, as of Thursday. Wedding date still pending. (jokejoke)

Anyway, so I'm getting tired of Red Mango. If the SM doesn't leave soon, I'm considering finding something new to do. blah.

old habits die hard.

2009-08-23T09:57:38Z

it's been a while & it's like seeing an old friend after a really long time.

i ~~like~~ love this feeling.

that's what you get

2009-07-26T19:36:15Z

when you let your heart win.

LAST NIGHT, was by far the best night out I've had in a while. Saw No Doubt in concert w/ Katie, Julie & a bunch of Julie's friends (Patty, Ronalyn, Judy, & Kristine), opened by The Sounds & Paramore. It was unbelievable. My first concert too. :] We drank up a bit before hand & had some beer & margaritas on the lawn. Took loads of pictures & made a bunch of video clips ! Spent more money than I should & hella just enjoyed myself. I hecka wanna go to another concert now ! haha.

Didn't get home til like 1 cause it took us FOREVER to get out of that ridiculous parking lot. Went home & just relaxed. My voice is HELLA raspy. haha. Screaming my lungs out & what not. Gwen was freakkin awesome :]

Summer nights

2009-07-16T10:38:26Z

Today, I woke up hella late again. :[

Didn't do much. Brought food for Katie, while she was at work.
Visited Wendee at QCup, while SHE was at work.
Went to work myself, on that usual 5 to 1030p shift.
Hella didn't wanna be home cause it's fckin summer btch >;[
Met up w/ Kim, Dandy, & Miguel at Vince's house.
Watched them play beery pong, while Kim, Migs, & I played buffalo.
Didn't get anywhere with that tho, haha.
Chilled for days before heading to Edgie's w/ Kim, Migs, Dandy, & Johnny.
Played a buzzin long game of cut throat.
Now I'm finally home & I can't fckin sleep.
Got work at 11a for once in a long time.

G'night :] my momma aint home this weekend, but I work all weekend, wtf ? ha

oh so sad.

2009-07-15T10:59:16Z

So the weekend came & went. Went to Gbaby-Palooza on Friday after work w/ Gabby & Joey. It was pretty crackkin'. But things got heated not too long after we got there, so we didn't stay long. Saw hella random heads there. Saturday morning, my dad made me go with him to Santa Cruz. Pretty much for a company picnic. Ate some nasty food & went on like one ride. Ended up going home w/ a fat ass headache, slept all the wayyyyy home. Sorry daddd. Stayed in bed for hours. Hung out w/ Christine & Dandy at Quickly then Edgies. I stopped by Kao's house on the way home. Chilled a bit with JMo, Raffy, Tiger, Ronnie, & others. Kao was supposedly gonna kick people out, but it didn't happen for a while. Ended up going home after a while. I don't even remember what I did the next day except work. Wendee messaged me about beerpong tourney. Got there after 12, didn't drink cause I was gonna donate blood the next day. -_- Played spoons though cause DJ agreed to drink for me. hahaha. Was hella crazy, i think i got videos somewhere. Ridiculous.

Work was hella bad last night. After donating blood I was exhausted & what not. Ended up having to do shipment by myself cause the damn store manager left it there for me. Was by myself for 2 hours & ended up feeling so horrible I went to sleep in my car for an hour cause we couldn't find someone else to come in to cover. Went to In-N-Out after work w/ Katie even though I told myself to go straight home, but I was hella hungry. Ran into hella people there tho. It was crrackkin'. My dumbass was talking way too loud like always, so I shared some stupid details with the whole place. haha. fml.

Just got home from watching Harry Potter w/ Kim, Miguel, & Dandy. It was dumbass hot in the theatre. Didn't know how to turn on air or something. We waited in line for like an hour & a half tho. & tried to play monopoly, hahaha. then waited hella days before they started playing it. Pretty good. I hella wanna reread it. I usually do before the movie comes out, no lie. but I don't know where all my books are :[ & I hella wanna read book 7 right now. haha.

my life is so fckin dull, wtf. ahhaha.

It is what it isss.

2009-07-10T21:19:43Z

YESTERDAY, JMo woke me up around 11 to go have breakfast. I'm not big on pancakes, but he took me to IHOP. It was hella crackin, had to wait days for a table. I got myself some waffles, not too bad I guess. Was gonna go SF w/ him & the guys, but decided not to, so I went home & chillled. Went out for a late lunch w/ Kim & Miguel at Pho Mai. I felt hella dumb cause I didn't realize that there was pho at home. Kim & Migs came over to chills a bit, we ended up eating more & watching Made of Honor. They left, i watched more TV then got ready. Went to Glaskat w/ Kim & Ethel. Saw Phil there in his loser t-shirt & gay belt. =X hahah, jk Phil ! It was pretty crowded. Ethel had left the club or something towards the end, so we had to go searching for her. Got home around 3. Almost dreaded the idea of hiking at 9 in the morning.

This morning, my momma hella woke me up cause I wrote a note. I didn't think I'd listen to my alarm. Hella layed in bed, but I realized I still needed to eat & find something to wear since all my clothes are missing or something. Got some mcdonalds, then some gas for the coche then picked Gabriella up. Headed straight for Alum Rock Park. We had to drive up the hill cause of parking. Then we somehow hiked down the trail to the entrance of the park. We ended up hikngi til about 11something, then went to Barcode, but decided to have lunch instead. Ended up at Pizza Cali. Got some breadsticks for Katie to go, & now I'm just chillin at home. Gotta get ready for work at some point, but party tonight ! First part of the summer tho. :]

get at it.

Breathe in, breathe out.

2009-04-28T07:18:21Z

Besides all the hours I've been putting into school & work, my days seem pretty chill & boring, if eventless at that. I used to tell myself that school & work would have me running to the point where I wouldn't care about nonsense like not going out. But I'm me, & I love to hang out & do random stuff. All work & school just makes me bitter. haha. Anyway,

So I've been hanging out with Jake, once a week or less for the past few weeks. I haven't seen that boy since his 20th birthday party, & here we are a year later. haha. Hanging out with him (& other new people) reminded me of how much of an influence he is (in a bad way !) I mean, it's all fun & games.. and I prettty much let most of it go, but dang. hahah. So I ended up crashing with him over the weekend, which isn't really new. It's kind of like my senior year all over again -_- Except I don't think I stay over as much as I think I actually do, haha.

My days consist of work & school. Honestly, I haven't really studied or done any homework. In between, I hang out with friends & eat. & even sleep ! But what's new with that ? I've been having a number of off days, but I'm beginning to think it's because I don't talk as much as I used to. You can find me just hanging out & not saying much. Even Jake has noticed that I'm quieter than usual. That & I just don't spend the time I want with friends doing other things than sitting around Sbux. Though nothing is really wrong with that, I need to change up the scenery a bit.

It's the 4th week of the quarter, just 8 more weeks to go (?) SJSU is finishing up next month, meaning summer starts for me a little early ;] Damn you kids going to SJSU, I just can't resist ! hahaha, jk. Beach trips, bbqs, parties, adventures, & chills ?! i'm down ! =)

work

2009-04-01T22:50:03Z

kills everything.. my spring break is a dud.

I've pretty much been sleeping in & doing random stuff. & working. I've been driving my dad's car these past two days. Working on my driving manual skills, especially downhill/uphill shit. I hate it. hahah. Other than that, I'm still getting super nervous driving it. ha.

I guess a part of me is okay with this spring break being pretty chill. Never having enough time to breathe or sleep. I wish there was more going on, but De Anza's spring break is all weird. S'whateva i guess.

So all my grade finally came out Bio - B, History - C, Humanities - A, Sign Language - A. Which has me standing at like a 3.38 ? It's going to go down next quarter.. I'm thinking about dropping a class, seeing as how I'm no longer in any kind of run to get anywhere. Might as well work on my GPA on top of all that. :| We'll see how that goes when the quarter starts.

Twins Peak .. 3 in the morning.

allergies.

2009-03-29T02:25:57Z

i'm hating this shady business in this nice weather.

SPRING BREAK .

2009-03-27T20:56:08Z

Afer my History final last night, I am officially on SPRING BREAK. Feels good. :] haha, though it almost felt like I've been on spring break this past week, just cause it's been pretty chill & what not. I prettty much bombed my final for History :[ BUT i got a 96% on my Humanities final, which gives me like a 95% in the class i think? We'll see how that comes out in the end. I went to Abyss last night with Kim, Leng, Jezzle, Liz, and Ethel. It was alright ran into the most random people, some I wish I hadn't seen to begin with. =| ha. Anyway, spent some of my time chillin with Ryan, DJ, and Joey & some of their friends. Ended up leavin the club & back at Starbucks with Daniel & Andrew. Chilled there for like an hour before going home and crashing. Not too bad to start spring break I guess.

Grades are slowly posting, I got a B in Biology, which was what I was expecting anyway. Now all I gotta do is wait for Sign Language, Humanities (the official grade), and History. My GPA dropped, which is gay, but I'll see what I can do about raising it since I'll prolly take me time with classes now or whatever.

Gotta clean my room, stop by Red Mango for the paycheck, Maybe GA too, then visit Emily with Wendy & Kim.

I'm such a negative thinker.

Almost over.

2009-03-24T19:37:09Z

Today is the first day of finals - biology and sign language on the schedule for me. I just took my Bio final, I think it went alright. Just alright. I didn't go into hella confident, but I wasn't stressin. So whatever. We'll see how that goes when grades come out. Today was also the first time I met a different academic advisor other than Chuong (my normal academic advisor). I found out that I can't transfer to San Diego State for the Spring '10. WHY ? because they've never accepted transfers from any areas but local community college. I'm pretty
upset since I've been working my ass off these past few quarters, cramming all the classes i can, just so I can transfer there next year. AND according to that damn academic advisor that is 'ADVISING' me just so I can transfer asap. Turns out I can't even do it, & after spring quarter I'll only need 14 more units to complete the 90 required for transfer. So I'll be wasting quarters away if I don't transer asap. mann, time to look into other options ? maybe get an AA at De Anza ? IDK, cause I can't even take the time off or anything from school. Should I look into other school ? Maybe apply for UCs ? I mean if I'm going to have to spend more time at De Anza, I might as well aim a little higher. ha. fml.

On another note, I spent the whole weekend working & going out. Pretty damn ridiculous & awesome at the same time. It felt good to get out, but it's taking a toll on me, hahaha. But whatever. WORK HARD, PLAY HARDER is the way to go... hahha. Fail.

Time to relax a bit before meeting up with the study group for SIGN LANGUAGE.

p.s. It bugs me when people only talk to me for Red Mango hooks & party invites... & don't talk to me otherwise. AWESOME FRIENDS.

KEGSTAND

2009-03-16T07:41:22Z

YESTERDAY, after work, I got ready to go out. But didn't end up leaving the house for hella long. Finally left to meet up with the guys at Long's. Bout to hit up a party with them, but ended up going straight to 247's House Party. Basically started drinking the moment people started realizing I was there. HA. Got handed Jaeger bombs, LC, JD w/ Coke, & someone tried to hand me vodka -_-. Some other guy was hella being a girl & trynna hand off his drinks (to me). Basically chilled, greeted people, talked to people, & what not. I hella didn't know where Wendy was, & I felt hella lost... Jackie, Chraz, Andrew, & them got there. Took them days, but whateva. Cynthia, Wes, Chris, Ed, Harrison, & what not were there. Too many people to name. Drank, chilled, danced, drank some more. Party got cleared out a bit, only people that knew the owner stayed, with a few exceptions here & there. Chilled for days. Did my first kegstand. -_- I hella couldn't do it, lasted bout 7-8 seconds. hahha, whateva. We all finally decided to call it a night & all cut out. Took days to leave cause everyone's drunk/buzzed asses were lagging & standing in the streets. hahhaha. Got home, couldn't sleep ! was hella still buzzin, finally went to bed cause I had work in the morning !

not feeling too good,

2009-03-09T06:48:35Z

fckmylife.

sorry for the lack of update & photobucket upload ya'll. I'm seriously still trynna catch up with my school work & what not. i'm having the worst time right now & I hella don't know why. Things seem to hella feel liek they're just going down hill. I hella need a break. blahhhh.

with the quickness -
So Socaltrip blog will be up sometime this week if i got the time.
pictures too if i remember.
I started GA yesterday, worked all day today (10-5pm @ GA, 5:20-11p @ Red Mango)
15 minute powerpoint interactive presentation due tomorrow,
& i'm no where near done or prepared.
& this whole time change things sucks butt.

bottomline, i feel like shit and i hate life.

helluvagoodtime.

2009-03-02T09:10:48Z

Thursday Night, after bombing my History test... Leo, Mike , & I finally departed for long-waited our trip to SoCal. We finally hit the highway at about 950pm, arriving in Irvine at about 245am, thanks to Leo's speedy driving. HA. Leo drove all the way, crazy boy. We turned into the wrong parking lot, and ended up near the frat houses. haha. People were still up and about at 230am. Crazy.

Friday, February 27, 2009 | DAY 1 in SoCal
Woke up at 815am to get ready. Vanessa came back a little while after I showered. Finally met Alex, Vanessa's beau. Sat in Vanessa's calculus class. Met up with Mike, took the bus back to VDC, then the 3 of us headed into the city to do some shopping. =)
Basically, kind of explored Melrose. Searched for Johnny Cupcakes. I didn't pay attention to his stuff before, but I like it. (I guess Leo has good taste after all.. JK LEO !) Bought a shirt, Pricey stuff, but I like it. Checked out Crooks & Castles^? for Leo. Was bout to go to Pinks for lunch, but we ended up going to Roscoe's. After that, we decided to check out Hollywood. We stalked Tinkerbell for a while, cause Mike wanted a picture, but we ended up not taking a picture with her. I went into XXI, but was disappointed. Finally decided to head back to Irvine, but traffic was NUTS. About 2 hour drive back. Poor Leo had to drive :[ I hella KOed, but what do you expect in long car rides ? =X
Met up with Gabby, Vanessa, Mohini, Emman, & Alex for dinner. Ended up having fastfood since we were running late for Michelle's talent show thinggg. It was kind of boring, the INTRO dragged on and on. Fell in love with Kris Mark & Co. BOTTOMLINE... i love cuts boys that can sing. goodness gracious. That night we just chilled back at the apartment & called it a night.

Saturday, February 28, 2009 | DAY 2 in SoCal ~ DISNEYLAND !
Woke up pretty early, took a shower, got ready. We waited on Anh, had a quick breakfast, & left the apartments a little later than planned. Long story short, I enjoyed our day at Disneyland. Space Mountain was pretty cool, Anh was the Asian driver on the Indiana Jone's ride, & we went on other random ass rides, walking back and forth through the park. We stayed there longer than intended, but we had a blast. So whateva. We took hella pictures with my 'emergency glasses' & sht. haha, hella random. It was HOT as heck, pretty damn sunny. -_- But it was a nice ass day compared to what we get back in SJ. After the park, we spent hella days at the Disney store, picking up random stuff for people back home and what not. We then decided to have dinner at Thai Bamboo (correct me if I'm wrong). Then spent the rest of the night just chillin at the apartments, since we were all pretty beat from the long day.

Sunday, March 01, 2009 | Good-bye SoCal =(
Left around 11am ? Had In-N-Out (AGAIN) on the way home. I had the pepper stuff while we ate, & I somehow got it into my eye by touching it.. AFTER i've cleaned my hands. EPIC FAIL, it hurt like a btch. As we got closer to SJ, the skies got ugly & it started sprinking. Arrived home.. prolly around 5ish ? Spent the rest of the evening trynna study. I went to Starbucks with Katie for a bit, but ended up going home. I then proceeded to try to pull an all-nighter. Failed at that, falling asleep at my desk around 1am. My bio presentation was due the next day, fml.

Rosa Lee Show / Starbucks Social.

2009-02-21T10:15:14Z

Went to California School for Deaf in Fremont to see Rosa Lee with Jason and Marc. It was pretty cool tosee people all around us, signing to each other. I felt very out of place, seeing as how I understood so little. And I couldn't help but look at everyone sign, it was cool. There were these kids that were so excited about.. something. And it was pretty cool to see them sign to each other all excitedly. The show was entertaining, but I didn't understand most of it. Well.. kinda yea. She basically told stories and signed the lyrics of some of the songs. Saw some videos that she made or like "Audist" Powers and Heary Potter, or something. hahah. Then we headed to Starbucks on El Camino & Lawrence. Haven't been there in dayyyyssss. haha. Anyway.. Jason, Marc,& I were way too shy to talk to anyone. We ran into another classmate, Alvin. We chilled, got starbucks, chilled for hella days. Another classmate found out. And then some other classmates saw that we were just chillin and way too shy so she brought a group of people to us. I felt my ears get hella hot. I couldn't sign for crap. HAHA. I fingerspelled a little bit.
Met a few people, but our conversation was pretty limited to name & why we were taking sign language. I learned some stuff though, pretty damn cool. I hella wanna go to another one & learn some more ! hahah. I wonder if Marc & Jason are down...

lazy, procrastinating, lonely days.

2009-02-21T00:21:36Z

it's 4pm on a Friday and i'm still in my PJs. HA HA. Don't get me wrong, I woke up this morning, determined to do some homework. Determined to get it all done so I can have a care-free week & enjoy the trip to SoCal next weekend. I woke up around 10a, earlier than usual on a day with no work or school. My mother was cooking, so I made use of Vanessa's dust-covered abslider, ha ha. But my body is quite sore from yesterday's 'work out session'. Not sore as last week, but sore nonetheless. I am now making it a weekly routine to go to Bella Vista or the Carlyle to work out. It's a bit more isolated and FREEEEE than the gym. So it'll do for now. Back on topic, I ate with the fam, in front of the TV. ♥ familytime ! -_- ha ha. My mother decides to put in the Pacified, y'know the one with Vin Diesel ? So quite honestly, I did not get around to my homework til around.. 130 ? I sidetracked a bit, playing with Roscoe, uploading pictures, messaging people, & the what nots. HAHA. So far, I've managed to finish ONE article for Biology. I've read like 4 other articles, but none seem to be appropriate for the assignment.. so I'm sidetracking again do to my lack of science article resources ! >;[ gaymuch.

We're going into our 8th week of school. It's pretty ridiculous if you ask me. I have yet to finalize my schedule for the following quarter and i need to do so before Tuesday. On top of all my homework and what not. Have I told you guys yet I've been promoted to assistant manager at Red Mango ? Yea, school's going to kick my ass next quarter as I have to take at least 18 units. This quarter kicked me around a bit, and that's when my 4th class doesn't consist of alot of work at all. I have to take Psyc 24 next quarter fosure, or i'm screwed. And that class is supposed to be ridiculous. BOOface to the max.

I'm just ranting now. Time to shower, do a bit more homework, then go to tonight's Deaf events for class. Rosa Lee Show in Fremont & the Starbucks Social offa Lawrence & El Camino. I haven't been to that Starbucks since last year, haha. When the guys and I used to hang out there and what not.

SoCal Trip ... 6 days.

Happy Valentine's/Singles Awareness Day <3

2009-02-15T01:41:15Z

I really don't want to think back about what I've been up to for the past few days or week for that matter. I feel like school is owning me right now.. I'm not trying very hard this quarter I guess you can say. I should be doing more, but I'm not. haha.

Yesterday, it was such an ugly day. Rain off and on, spaz much ? I pretty much woke up hella early to take Katie to school, which is my new morning routine. I lose about an hour of sleep. ahah, but whatever. I went back to sleep, thinking I'd wake up early. No such luck, I fckin woke up around 12. haha. I went to PacSun to pick up a check that was only $3.92, HAHA. It was a retroactive check. Hella funny & not worth it. Went home to wait for JMo, went to BestBuy, bought a new camera FINALLY ! (cause y'know, i lost my old one in my accident last year) & then we went to Togo's for a bite. Met up with KTo & Jerel at Long's. Chilled a bit, then Kimmy swooped me. Dropped off Joann off at home. Finally met up with the guys, but it took days to figure out what to do cause they kept changing their minds. Ended up watching PUSH at Gmall. Pretty good, kinda dragged. AFterwards went home, and KOed.

Today, woke up a little after 8am. Took a shower, got ready, lagged a bit. I caught myself doing one of those waiting online for a someone to sign on kind of shit. Went to worked, slowest 4 hours of my life. They made me wear something to take a picture for our spring line, and I ended up buying the dress. HAHA, fail. Finally met Ryan our newest assistant store manager. Went home, waited for Will. Ended up having lunch at Thai Town, cause everything else we wanted to eat was closed. Hellllla food, helllla fat. hahah. Anyway, hella KOed int he car on the way back. Ended up getting some Starbucks. Now I'm hommeee, watching Transformers. Trynna do some homework, but i'm hella sitting in bed.. so it's not working out too well. HAHA.

My new baby. :]

RIP Emily Anne DeCastro | February 8, 2009

2009-02-08T21:58:08Z

baby girl, we'll love you endlessly

4lbs 15.8oz ; 19 inches

Daughter of Wendy Huynh & Erwin DeCastro

Kiss an alpaca.

2009-02-01T21:30:25Z

YESTERDAY, i woke up late. Got ready and drove to Cupertino to meet up with Manami. Had a decent talk on the way to the Zoo. Hella excited, no lie. The first animal we saw there.. were the giraffes. They're hella cooll =) hahah, hella made me think of MELVIN from Madagascar. There was a baby somewhere, but we didn't get to see it cause it was in the barn i think. 6 feet tall.. baby.. wth ? haha. Anyway, made our way around the zoo. Took pictures of random things, with random things, and of us being weird. Some of the animals were asleep, so we were kind of disappointed. We were about to go to the feeding for the grizzly bear, but that didn't work out. Made our way all the way to the Children's Zoo. We pretty much went straight to the petting area. Manami was telling me how the last time she went there, the animals would bug you the very second they see you put that quarter into the machine. and sure enough... they came running. hahahha. There was this one goat that was helllllla bugging us. He kept headbutting me. I went back to get more food, and the alpaca was hella waiting.. i got jacked. I swear I thought it was a Llama when i first saw it, but it wasn't. The llama was on the otherside, and we souldn't feed it. anyway, finished our route around the zoo and stopped by the store to get weird stuff. We got keychains =) hella cute though, no lie. hahahha. Then we went to check out our picture & decided to get a small keychain.
My GPS led us through the city, rather than all the way around to the other side of SF. Basically Manami got to see a part of SF she hasn't seen. We decided to go Fisherman's Wharf for lunch, ate at Nick's Lighthouse--it was alright, i didn't finish my clam chowder though. Then we walked up and down the street in search of the Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory or whatever it's called. Got ourselves some chocolate covered strawberry & called it a day. I drove back to Cupertino from SF. Said my goodbyes to Manami, & went to work. Worked the 630-1130p shift. Went to In n Out after work with Isaac, chilled. Called it a night.

no dranks for me.

2009-01-20T08:31:00Z

Spent a great deal of time in bed today. Tried to do a bit of homework. My weekends are full of lazy, stay in bed, attempt to do hw kinda stuff now. Or so it feels. I waited for the day to go away & for Leo to get off work. We finally set a day to go out to eat & hang out :] Oh how I miss that boy. FINALLY, Leo comes pick me up & we go to TK in Milpitas. Different from our usual Chilis or whatever. We caught up on HELLA shit. Hella makes me miss the days when we got to talk to each other more. But I'm just glad we still got moments like that <3 Anyway, so we seriously just drove around to kill time after that. 7-11 --> Liquor Store --> 7-11 --> San Jose State --> My House. No lie, with major circles in between. Finally drove to Johnny's house to celebrate his 20th. But we sat outside for days before we joined everyone else. Caught up w/ Emily, Benalyn, Amy & what nots. Sheena finally arrived, so it was time for the ladies' shot of the night. After that, I left to check out Guido & Kevin's shindig. Mothafreakkin packed as hell. Hella heads - Mike, Emerson, Roger, Jason, Cynthia, Angela, Sean, Dennis, Danny ... Yea, it goes on & on. Chilled a bit. Didn't drink much. Eventually left to head to Newark for Leng's. But right when I got off 680, Kim tells me it got raided. So I went back to Johnny's, seeing as how I hella left them. It was pretty quiet. Chilled. They decided to go get food & it was tempting, but I didn't go. Ended up meeting up with Sean back at Guido's. Chilled. Reminiscing with Mike on the past 5-6 years, that's right.. hella mothafckin days. "WHY IS THE SKY LEAKING?!" good times. Eventually Guido's mom wanted the party to clear out, so we all just chilled & eventually I left to go home.

Jello Shots & Jungle Juice

2009-01-12T03:36:41Z

Friday, January 9, 2009 | Day ONE
Couldn't sleep last night. I was wayyy too excited for the weekend. Finally slept after watching Fools Rush In around 4am. Woke up around 8, got ready, repacked my bags, & waited for Wendy to come pick me up. 1045, Wendy & Erwin finally get there. Put something together real quicks to eat, then off to Julie's we go. Half way there, I realized I forgot my sweater T_T At Julie's, we waited for everyone [3 other cars] to finishing loading their cars w/ all their stuff, food, & boards. So much for leaving at 1030, hahah. I slept pretty much the whole way there, only to wake up somewhere in between to eat at Carls Jr. We finally got to our cabin, ran in to claim our rooms. | 3 mothafreakkin stories-pool table & TV downstairs, kitchen, couches, & rooms mid-floor, living room w/ TV & rooms 3rd floor. I shared a room w/ Wendy, Erwin, & Ethan on the 3rd floor. Unloaded our things, rested, & chilled before dinner. Watched Trang make some jello shots. After dinner, Julie's brother & his friends arrived.. they didn't even bother to eat right away. They set up the bottles & pretty much started handing out drinks. & the rest of the night was all food, drinks, music & dancing. When they said to bring your healthy liver, they seriously meant it. T_T I lost track of what I drank & how much. Jello shots are yummy though. :] Caught up w/ Joreen a bit, whom I haven't seen since February. The guys ran outside [into the cold] & into the jacuzzi. Splashed water EVERYWHERE & tracked it into the house. Freakkin nuts. & Finally retired to bed around 2am.

Saturday, January 10, 2009 | Day TWO
Rolling out of bed & fighting for the restroom, was not the way to start the day. Got dressed, didn't bother layering hella clothes. Quick breakfast, loaded the cars, then off to Northstar Village. After chillin in the parking lot & the bus ride to the village, I got hella nervous. The longer it took for us to actually get to the slopes, the more nervous I got. They kept asking me if I was ready, and I just kept saying no. But in reality I just wanted to get up there before i chickened out. Julie was with me the whole way. it took us a while to figure out which trail/slope was the bunny slope. Then came the the lifts. T_T I almost made it off, but i slipped & ended up sliding down with my board... BUT I DID NOT FALL ON MY ASS.. so it's okay. haha. long story short, it took me forever to go down the slope. I fell the first 10 minutes on my ass & IT HELLAHELLA HURT.. I wanted to cry. But i didn't. I just kept going. I couldn't get up from a sitting position, so I had to roll myself over to get up fro my knees. & by the time I even got my board flat on the snow, I would already be going hella fast.. which resulted with me back in the snow. HELLA ATTEMPTS to actually stand up & balance. T_T half way down the slow, i hit a patch of ice & ended up falling & slamming my head on hard snow. Pretty much couldn't get up for a while. I had to unstrap myself from the board to sit on the side. Eventually, Julie caught up & we both just chilled for a bit. Then I strapped up again & continued to (try) and go down the slope. There were hella little kids ont he slop that were crazyyyy, made me hella jealous. Imma make my kids learn to snowboard hella early >;] Anyway, somehow.. i ended up the last one off the slope. By then I was able to manage a standing position & controlling my heel slide. hahah, hella embarassing, everyone was waiting for me. then we all had lunch, HELLA FREAKKIN EXPENSIVE FOOD. Then we split up, some of them went back for more runs on the slopes & the rest of us headed for the trail that led back to the village. IT WAS NOT EASY. Julie, Patty, & I ended up unstrapping & walking the whole way. It wasn't til half way back did anyone we know see us walking =X hahaha. fail. Back at the cabin, showered, dinner, jungle juice & jello shots. I escaped back to the room pretty early for a tiny nap. Before I knew it,I heard a commotion across the hall. Apparently they were room raiding for nappers. I woke up & ran for safety after Wendy tried to call me out. Just chilled & watched the guys play 'jungle' pong most of the time. Eventually went to bed pretty early.

Sunday, January 11, 2009 | Day THREE
PAIN. All I felt was pain. Packed my bags. Cleaned up a bit. ended up leaving the cabin a bit late, not surprising. Loaded the cars & started our drive home. Jack-in-the-box somewhere in the middle. Again, I slept most of the way. I tried to stay up, but i fail at long car rides. Eventually got home in the evening after returning boots at Any Mountain. Attempt to do homework ? Not even, KthefckO.

First floor

Third floor view of second floor

I'll hold your hands, they're just like ice.

2009-01-07T08:49:40Z

Yesterday was the first day of Winter Quarter. I was kind of sad that winter break was over, but not really. I was looking forward to school after the first week and a half passed. =X The night before, I started to feel the pressure of the workload on top of working. 4 class--Biol 10, Sign 01, Humi 15, & Hist 17b--2 on campus, 2 online.The two online courses was what got to me. I didn't know what I was thinking when I registered for those two classes on top of the two on campus classes. i was going through the orientation & syllabus. But i'm not so scared of this quarter anymore.
I had Bio lecture & lab the first day, it went by pretty quick. I was looking forward to the new pace, new classes, new faces, etc. But not so much anymore. Today, I started my reading assignment for History before my Sign Language class. HISTORY IS FREAKKING BORING. I wonder if taking this online class will make a big difference. I can't imagine sitting through History lectures. In Sign Language, turns out Marc & Christena are in my class. I'm kind of scared for this class, cause we had an interpreter in class today. But the instructor said we wouldn't have one after today's class O_O So.. we're on our own when it comes to translating what she's saying & when it comes to talking to her. T_T

On another note, I'm jealous of Mike, from work. He's riding around on his friend's GS500. :[ I hella want a bike, & I'm thinking if I save enough, & work at Great America.. I might be able to do something before summer ;] ya'dig ? haha. Once I got home, I lagged a bit, but finally went on a run. IT'SFCKINCOLDOUT, but it felt hella good at the same time. The house felt so hot&stuffy, hella uncomfortable when i got back in. Did some stretches, showered.

AIM ; HOMEWORK ; SLEEP.